(Rider-Waite Tarot deck)
Focussing on your dreams and desires has brought up a conflict within you. On the one hand you have your job, the one that pays the bills and puts food on the table, on the other hand there are your passions, the ones you really wholeheartedly want to pursue. These two are causing real tension within you. Also you are constantly being challenged on your points of view by others, who have strong opinions of their own on what you should and shouldn't do. Just when you think that you have made up your mind, you are challenged again, or discover new information, which throws everything into turmoil again. This process is actually very helpful as change is coming and you try to identify a clear strategy and purpose of how to bring it about. Try and stand back from your situation and look at it objectively and with a real sense of humour. Laughing will help you see your life from a new perspective and maybe it will support you in finding out if you want to consider a new career path. Trust that these transitions are for the best and will improve your life greatly. Mostly change is perceived as a stressful time and can be overwhelming, as you are pulled from one direction to another, but this is just clearing away the old to make room for the new.