(Angel Tarot Cards by Doreen Virtue and Radleigh Valentine)
At the moment you may find that a lot of memories from your personal history are coming up. This may lead to inner conflict, as you had hoped that all of it had long been resolved or at least buried well. These are very painful memories, that you really don't want in your life right now. These are also part of the reason that blocks you, part of the obstacles that stop you from moving forward. You have a tendency to dwell on these memories and to get wrapped up in feeling like the victim again, just like you were when the situation actually happened. Writing about this subject is not easy, as it has an overwhelming effect on me, too. It really doesn't help anybody, if you or I blame ourselves about what happened for the rest of our lives. It's time to take responsibility, because these memories are that strong and coming up, because you are now ready to work on them. Part of this process is letting them go, giving them to the Angels. All of your pondering and dwelling on them, isn't getting you any closer to finding a resolution of how to deal with and integrate them. In letting them go you are giving yourself time to heal, and in time you will come to understand the spiritual truth behind it all. If you feel that you need help, because you cannot do this on your own, there is a lot of help available for you. You may want to talk to a trusted friend, a doctor, a psychologist, ring a help line, visit an alternative holistic practitioner or shaman. Do whatever feels the most comfortable for you, as you are the one that decides how fast or how slow this process will be. You are very important, so please take good care of yourself.