(Fairy Tarot Cards by Doreen Virtue and Radleigh Valentine)
You are so caught up in thinking about what you have lost or what you haven't got, that is has become a habit. It is nearly impossible for you to focus on anything else. Everything you do revolves around this one particular situation. All other feelings you may have, you won't even allow to come to the surface. You are so distracted, that you are not seeing everything else that goes on with you and around you. Nothing is good enough for you, and you are not even allowing yourself to feel real joy. Your life is so full of magic and wonder, if you open yourself up to see it. It would be good for you to spend some time outside in nature, even just a few minutes can make all the difference. Look around you and try to open your heart. You may want to say a little payer to ask for messages what opportunities you may not be seeing. Listen to your own inner wisdom without letting your ego distract you. Please do not betray yourself by discounting what you may hear, or rationalise that it is acceptable for you to deny these new feelings that are trying to be heard.