The world is your oyster, you really can do whatever you wish, go in any direction you choose. You have achieved so much already, you can be really proud of yourself. The more you forgive and heal your past, the more joyful you can move forward. Healing the past is mostly about really forgiving yourself for anything you deem as mistakes or failures and letting go of anger, resentment and frustration. The more you detoxify yourself of this, the less likely you are to attract similar situations into your life. Releasing can be achieved by writing your feelings into a diary, or writing them on a piece of paper and burning it. You can also ask your Angels and Guides to help clear your heart and mind from any unforgiveness and heaviness that you are holding onto. A salt water bath may also help you detoxify and so can long nature walks or swimming in a lake, river or the ocean.
(Fairy Tarot Cards by Doreen Virtue and Radleigh Valentine)