Today you focus outwards and keep your mind occupied by completely immersing yourself in your job. You do research, learn something new and focus all your attention on other people or new subjects.
What are you trying to run away from? There is something going on inside of you, that you desperately don't want to look at and keep well hidden. This subject was buried deep and you thought that it would stay there, but it hasn't.
You are trying very hard to deceive yourself by keeping your mind occupied with learning and achieving new goals. This deception can only work for a short while, as your thoughts keep going back to what you are trying so hard to hide.
It's perfectly okay for you to take your time, but the whispers from your soul will get louder and louder. Even though it may be very uncomfortable to admit your true feelings to yourself, it will get easier if you allow them to come up into your conscious awareness. Because if you do, you can then evaluate them and let them go.
(Fairy Tarot Cards by Doreen Virtue and Radleigh Valentine)