You are feeling deflated, as something hasn't quite worked out as you had hoped. The energy of the Nine of Spring reminds you of your strength and your determination.
What is important now is not to loose faith in your abilities and feelings. And it may be time to get some advice from a professional.
The energy of the King of Winter want to let you know that just such a person is close by. Someone you can trust who is an expert in their field and can offer you the impartial advice you are looking for.
Please don't beat yourself up, as you have done nothing wrong. The Universe has a much better plan for you than you have for yourself, so breathe and relax. Take good are of yourself by doing something gentle that is good for your soul and will bring you peace of mind.
(Fairy Tarot Cards by Doreen Virtue and Radleigh Valentine)