Today you are caught in some kind of drama. Drama is highly addictive and keeps pulling you back in, making you feel worthless. This drama you cause yourself. Whenever your life starts going well, you come up with something to put yourself down again.
This makes you not just dishonest to others, but most of all to yourself. You have a tendency to ambush yourself when you least expect it. This also includes gossiping about and judging others harshly.
Things were starting to look up, and now you are trying your best to tear it down again. This has to do with worthiness (our card of the week). You don’t feel that you deserve your life to go well, subconsciously you prefer to punish yourself for everything you deem as past mistakes.
Let the Five of Winter inspire you to walk away from this dishonesty. This card can help you realize that the way you have been overreacting maybe isn’t the best choice for you after all. You are worth so much more than that. Try to at least think about how you would like to improve your life and maybe meditate upon it.