You are taking on far more responsibilities than you could ever manage. The reason for this is that you are trying very hard to numb out the pain you are feeling by distracting yourself with other people’s problems.
There are many losses you go through in life and the best way to heal is to give yourself the space to grieve. Be it the loss of a job, the loss of a home due to moving, a child moving out, the break-up of a relationship or a loved one passing over.
Take your time and let this process happen. Trying to keep it under wraps by burdening yourself with too many responsibilities is only making you feel worse, so you take on more burdens. It’s a never-ending circle.
Let the Ten of Spring inspire you to ask for help and then accept the help you are given. The more you leave the tasks where they belong, the more time you have to let go. Asking for divine help will give you the courage to see it through.
Your Angels will show you ways to open your heart to let the fun back into your life. The more you unburden yourself, the more you give it up for transformation, the lighter you will start to feel.