There is a time to analyse a situation and then there is a time to let it go. Overanalysing and worrying about what mistakes you may have made is keeping you trapped in your head and you can’t seem to find a way out.
For some reason, you are adamant that certain boundaries need to be drawn, but at the moment these boundaries are hindering you from moving forward. Your way of thinking is keeping you trapped in your head unable to think about anything else.
You do not want to see the situation as it really is, believing something else to be the truth. Your victim mentality is in overdrive and makes you enjoy feeling as though you are in limbo waiting for someone else to make a decision. And while you are doing this, life is passing you by.
Let the EIGHT OF SWORDS inspire you to change your approach and maybe become more open to change and self-acceptance. Taking responsibility for yourself and your life includes clearing out old belief systems and behavioural patterns, as this way you will set yourself free.
Love & Blessings