Your current circumstance is creating anxiety and stress in your life and you would so like to make sense of it. However, things just have to unfold naturally and trying to figure it out will only cause you more confusion.
The best thing to do in times like this is meditate. Sit quietly and focus on your breath. This way you will open yourself up to receiving answers from within. Surrender yourself fully to the present moment without expectations.
Out of fear we often overthink things and with that swim against the current of life. This is such a waste of time and energy. Even though there are bound to be many twists and turns along the way, trust the guidance you receive from deep within.
All will unfold in perfect time. It will fall into place in the coming two months, so be patient, go with the flow and take the opportunities that present themselves to you.
Love and Blessings
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