Facing a difficult decision doesn’t mean that you have a difficult life, it just means that you would prefer a different choice. Trying to hide from it by ignoring it won’t make it disappear or any easier.
This decision you are faced with is triggering one of your shadow aspects and this doesn’t feel good at all. It makes you feel lost, isolated, vulnerable and as though you aren’t good enough. You wish you could just hide or have someone else take the decision for you.
It is another layer of your worthiness issues coming up for you to take a look at how you can solve it. These layers come up in cycles, it’s like peeling the layers of an onion. Once one cycle is complete and integrated, another one starts.
Let the Five of Pentacles inspire you to face the problem head on and make a decision that is best for YOU. Yes, this may mean that not everyone will like you or be happy about it, but pandering to everyone else’s needs isn’t going to help you feel better.
So, take your time and really thing about what is going to be best for YOU in the long run. Maybe even make a pro and con list. Only by facing it head on and making a decision that you can then follow through on will your situation change.
Love and Blessings
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