You are pining for and obsessing over the unknown, over that which you do not seem to have. You are resisting to bring up the fears this brings with it, thus creating a backlog of self-doubt which is feeding the inner frenzy of emotional guests that are not welcome, but have nowhere else to go.
Do not feel ashamed of your feelings, your strangeness and your shadows, as the more you resist this pull within, the more power you give to that which holds you back. All that which you feel shame for can be beautiful if it is brought out into the open, embraced, owned and loved.
For this moment, take solace in reflection, meditation and prayer, where you will find truth, hope, unfoldment and the unknown. Here you find the courage to live from the wisdom you have gained rather than the fear which ensures you overlook all that which you have learned.
Marjoram Essential Oil is mentally strengthening, relaxing and calms nervous tension. It can help you bring your fears into the open, feel into the unknown, let your journey unfold and lovingly embrace it, thus restoring your power.
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